I just can't turn and walk away...

"I thought about calling you when I got off the plane
Every time I see this city through the clouds I get that way
Call me crazy for missing you like this but I do
By now I figured you had all your numbers changed
It's been at least a year since I called you up to say
We need to talk I got this job and I think I'm going to take it

'Cause I been waiting all my life
For a break like this
It's my chance of a lifetime I just know it is
I gotta go find these dreams
Was the last thing that I said
And then I did

I can see clear to the mountains as we head up our old street
I remember how we'd call in sick on days like these
And turn the music up roll the windows down and just drive
You talked me outta givin' up on myself so many times
Convinced me to get in while I could regrets hang heavy on the mind
you never doubted me you kept pushing me

Saying you've been waiting all your life for a break like this
It's your chance of a lifetime you just know it is
You gotta go find those dreams
Was the last thing that you said
And then I did

But you were wrong
Love was what I wanted all along
And now you're gone

I thought about calling you when I got off the plane
Every time I see this city through the clouds I get that way

But you were wrong
Love was what I wanted all along"



I'm sick. I miss everyone. I want to have training shifts. I want to yell at dumb people. I want to decorate my dorm room (in Etown). I want to go to Bube's or to Rockwell's for my 21st. I want my momma to take me to Conner's for my first "legal" drink. I want to walk across campus and harass becky and nikki. I want to go out to Flavors on Trivia night. I want class with only 20 other people. I want to boil out the fryers and clean the char grill. I want to cuddle and laugh with mike. I want to know my mommie can come and see me when she has a spare hour. I want to see my MOH and pounce on her - cause I can. I just want to get better.

But hell, I'm in Australia - guess I'll make the best of it. Spring Break to the GBR and Cairns in less then a month <33


And new, starting now. Australian word of the day:
Stroppy: meaning cranky, grumpy.